Agonies Of Being Lost!

Post to Pillars, Pillars to Post,
My mind wanders today, as if it’s Lost!
Nothing seems clear,
All thoughts are crisscrossed!

There’s Something Inside that’s so incomplete,
As if I have been victim of a deceit,
Life is again playing games …so secrete,
I am running away from it like an athlete!

The Brain is racing with a pool of questions-
Is the time come to seek salvation?
Is it the pain of being apart, that’s keeping the eyes dampen??
Is it the close friends, who left the heart so broken???